Thursday, April 27, 2017

come and go alone

Since I worked,I have ever found several persons who were always alone without anyone's accompanying.They looked very special,cheap oakleys, but with a taste of loneliness.I often thought if they were hard to adapt to the surroundings?or nobody wanted to get close to them?In fact,I could feel the confidence on them,most of them had good lookings and a kind of temperament.Of course,it's hard for others to get close to them as well,because they had very little to talk about.At that time,I would think them as strange persons.
Until now,I can understand their characters,they are very independent,with their own thoughts all the time.They don't need to please all others,just to be themselves.They are trying to break away from false things.They live so truely!I have to admire them,I know I can understand them,because I nearly become one of them slowly.Now,I always do things alone,neither like nor dislike,everything is just very natural.Not sure when I begin to get into such a state,without any feeling of loneliness.Even I dislike to find anyone to follow me,just for avoiding wasting words,those polite noises.
I try not to ask for others' help,I always dislike to keeping remember so much thanks in my heart,because I don't wanna owe too much,or I will think of how to pay back when meeting.It will make me feel tired in heart.Of course if asking others do what they dislike will make my heart uneasy.Maybe lots of people around me think me as a cold woman,cheap jerseys, but I sure those who I like can feel my hot heart.I won't care about these,so satisfied with present days,simple ,rich and full of sense of well being.

feel funny

I can't say out why I have such a bad mood.Ever how I liked the students,however,cheap fake oakleysI lost all love on them.Everything seems so funny,maybe i paid too much affections,and I feel so disappointed now.I should tell myself again.Remember this from now!
Their smiles seem not to be so nice,even,I feel awful!I will follow my heart,to like or dislike.Children also can cheat,or it's me to like them more than they like me.That's all right,the pressure on my shoulder seems much less.Let it be!I hate all false things.
I know that It's hard for me to change back, once i begin to dislike.I can't obligate myself to do anything.
Watching many names on my QQ,I wanted to delete them.I did.Only one student left there.He is a boy who always expects to chat with him,who is very sensible,who I can't hurt. I really hope that this's the last time to be mainteacher,the last time to pay affections to students,cheap snapback hats, the last time to be disappointed~!Keep distance from me.

Mood gets better.

Just before New Year's Day,i spend one whole class which should be a party time on educating them on thanksgiving.i wrote the word of thanksgiving on the blackboard. Of course,cheap nfl jerseys, very few know its chinese meaning.I appeared very excited while I was reading my diary to them.I tried to control my mood,in order not to drop tears.I don't know if I looked very silly,or whether anyone could understand me and remembered my words in their future days.However, I think I should let them know these and be a person with a thanksgiving heart,replacing their parents to do it.And after I said out all those,I feel relaxed in heart and mood gets better.To be frank,while I was watching their photos in the brochure,I realised I still like them so much,and there's no anger in my heart already.
Thinking of her,who has been the closest friend in this school,as well as old classmates.In fact,we have completely different charatcters.Helping each other sometimes before,cheap hats, and being happy together those years.Everyone is changing,she or I.Slowly,I can understand one person better through some tiny things,it's two years ago that I realised she was not a person who can be my confidant forever,some ways of her doing things is not accepted by me,although before that,we said anything to each other.Last year,I also recognized this.For her cheating me of this year,I didn't feel surprised,instead,I felt a bit happy,because I can really see what she is like.It's a good excuse for me to get far from her,who I have already felt awful.When I see her,I really don't wanna to speak to her,If she says to me first,I just try to answer her.I don't want to see her!
To buy some clothes to change my mood.I hope everything of mine will get better and better in the coming new year.Of course,wholesale jerseys, my most important is my family,I only want to pray good luck for my family,and those in heaven who l love will be fine.

Monday, April 17, 2017

Friends

When speaking of the word "friends", I would think of those good memories with my friends.

If asked the definition of it when I was in high-school, wholesale nfl jerseys, I would say friends were those who were striving hard together with me for Gaokao. At that time, a smile, a encouragement and a comfort from them would make me rather happy. Actually, I didn't have too many conversations with others, but I felt everyone were very pure and simple, so despite of few words, we still feel we were very good friends.


After I entered the college, I didn't have many connections with them except three intimate ones. Because of my introverted personality, I really lived very hard at the first year. I found that the girls in my classmates were very troublesome, there were only seven but still belonged to three groups. Of course, I alone was belonging to one group. While that didn't mean I had poor relationship with them. Compared with them, I found I felt much better being with those boys in my class. Boys would not care too much about something, and most of them were very easygoing guys. So, I had lots of male friends. Because I had the best performance in study in my class, cheap nfl hats, so before each examination, they would come and study with me. And when I was preparing for the post-graduate entrance examination, I also made many friends with students of other majors, because we all stayed in the library all the day. Whenever I recalled that period time, I would always feel very happy and contented.

Within the three years in post-graduate school, I had several conversations with my college classmates, while I found that each time it was always me being the one initiating the conversation, and they seldom voluntarily contacted with me. So after several times, I really felt down and frustrated, and I didn't want to do that any more. I once had a deep reflection about myself, I found that most of my intimate friends were of the similar personalities or background with me. As I was growing older, I found that I was gradually away from those intimate friends too. Because, cheap oakley sunglasses, most of them got married or even had babies, unlike before, it seemed that they wouldn't like to listen to my stories, complaints or other things. It was even hard to start a conversation we both had interest in. Gradually, I found that friends were not friends any more, at least different like before in my heart. Even if I asked them out and invited them a dinner on weekends, they would had these or those excuses, as if they were very, very busy. More than one time, I felt like I didn't have any friends and I felt very lonely.

I don't know what about your situations with your friends. Whenever I think of the past sweet memories, I miss them very much, meanwhile, I would feel much sad now. If I am asked the same question about the definition of "friends", I really don't know the exact answer. Because things are changing, people are changing, while my good memories is staying at the past. Maybe, it is my fault, I should change my mind too, but I really couldn't accept and adjust to the situation in a short time. For me, I'd like to come here if I feel unhappy or happy, cheap jerseys, good praises, suggestions or even criticism would make me better, because I feel friends here are always there for me even if I don't know much about people here. So thank you all.

The Indian Dancing Bears

  For centuries, the Kalandar community of India has earned their living by capturing sloth bear cubs and training them to dance.
  This tradition can be dated back to 13th Century, cheap snapbacks, when bears were made to perform for kings. In modern times, bears are forced to make executions for tourists.
  Bears are caught from wild and treated in an extremely cruel way. Mother bears are usually killed. Hunters cut their paws to make bear paw soup. Cubs are castrated and sold on the black market.
  During the training, bears are maltreated. They are often physical punished through the training. With no vet care, no enough food, bear’s destiny is to live the rest of their life at the end of a 4-foot rope.
  The good news is now India Law bans this performance, people who capture or train the bear will face up to a seven-year imprisonment. Next month, cheap replica oakleys, the very last dancing bear will be rescued. These lovely bears can once again live in peace in the wild.

My passion

When it comes to football, I could say that is what I love. I like the feeling of running in the football field. I like to fight with my teammates on the football field. I like to go with my friends at the Olympic Sports Center to cheer for my favourite football team. However, I had to give up playing football because of the injured foot. How sad I am, cheap nfl jerseys, when I heard this message. Countless times I regret that I can't continue playing football since my overtraining. Now , I'm very envious of people who play football in the stadium. But thinking of cheering for my favourite players, I'm not as sad as before. I am very glad that I meet the football, it makes me feel the passion and the team spirit. I will spend my whole life in loving football. Always remember my original intention.

Friday, April 14, 2017

The Worst Dream

It was a gloomy afternoon. A torrential rain was pouring down outside. It seemed that the whole classroom was so humid as if the rain fallen directly in it. The books I stacked to be a pillow touched dripping wet. As a result,cheap oakleys, I couldn’t have a nap. I was in such a bad mood that I couldn’t concentrate my mind on the teacher’s lectures.
The rain started pelting down more heavily. Tremendous rain noise came from outside. I even couldn’t hear what the teacher said. I was afraid of the teacher picking out me to answer the question, so I decided to ask my deskmate what the teacher was talking about. Upon my finger reached her shoulder, my deskmate melted. I was really astonished to saw a puddle of unknown  red liquid which should be a person a second ago. After she melted, just like I have had touched a hidden switch, all my classmates melted almost in one second. My feet were immersed by the red liquid.
However, things did no go to an end. Red rain began to fell from sky. I was too scared to scream, cheap jerseys, all the things I could do were to stare the teacher who wore a strange smile with my pleading eyes. The teacher slowly walked towards me and said, YOU’RE THE NEXT.
Then I suddenly woke up. It was a gloomy afternoon. A torrential rain was pouring down outside.

Nation Day Holiday

    Nation Day holiday has passed. How did you spend your holiday? Stay at home? Travel? Maybe everybody just did something what they like.
     What about me? my Nation Day holiday was wonderful,cheap fake oakleys, because this is the first time that I went to travel. I traveled to Xiamen and spent five days of vacation.
     First of all, I traveled to Jimei University and Xiamen University and the two schools have beautiful environment. Expecially in the Xiamen University. A beautiful fountain attracted me when I just stepped into the school. What's more, I visited the Xiamen University's bookstore. The bookstore's atmosphere is very good, it is a combination of modern and ancient atmosphere. The atmophere makes me feel refreshed. Over the next few days, I went to many famous scenic spots in Xiamen. For example, Gulangyu Islet. These attractions are very unique, it is worth to visit. Finally, in some places, I also bought some souvenirs what will be sent to my family and friends, I hope they are as happy as I am.
     In a word, as far as I am concerned,cheap snapback hats, Nation Day holiday is a good opportunity to travel with family and friends, we should cherish this opportunity

a trip to Wuxi on national day holiday

The national day holiday seems to have been over without feeling the time passing by. After all, when in a good mood, cheap nfl jerseys, I could possibly forget the time. This time, I went to Wu xi, a nice city. Compared to Shanghai and Hangzhou, there were relatively fewer visitors in Wu xi. Thanks to that, I could get closer to the sightseeing.
I enjoyed a lot of beautiful scenery and tried many delicious snacks. What impressed me most was the Turtle Head Isle. It's a bit cool but pleasant at the same time. I stood there and marvelous areas of green color came into my eyesight. They were lush trees and verdant grass. Some are thick, some are light.At first sight, the green view was so mysterious as if they were flowing. The breeze softly blew over my face,cheap hats, bringing me a cool from time to time. Clean air drove me to take several deep breaths.
In the distance, the water was a white stretch, joining the sky at the horizon.Varieties of boats floated in Taihu Lake. I boarded one of them. The engine started. I looked at the waves that were constantly rolling on the quarter. In my eyes, waves had their own lives and they were dancing. Then we reached the Taihu Lake Island. Quiet and winding pathway led me into a high mountain. Up on the top, the island was surrounded by dimly discernible fogs as if we were on the land of the immortals.
When dusk fell,wholesale jerseys, I am unwilling to leave but I had to. During the following days, I also dropped in at other sightseeing. They were all gifts of nature for me.